March 2010
1 tag
heres to everything i don’t give a shit about anymore. i’m counting down the days to summer and the days till i see you again. they’re both equally as long and they’re both equally as hard to wait for, but i’m sure i will wait my whole life for you. i know what i’m typing is really silly, because you’re still changing and so am i, but i think that Ben...
2 tags
3 tags
I’ve been listening to Josh Ritter’s Come and Find Me any chance I get. I was good during the winter, the weather was cold and gloomy, everything you weren’t, everything you aren’t. Spring, the sun, the daisies, it’s all you. The guitar in this song, it’s you, you’re strumming, I’m dancing and spinning, we’re at the beach, laughing, pulling you...
2 tags
i was so happy last summer. real happy, the kind you want to bottle up and stick in your pocket for later. i got out of the year long depression i had been fighting, i lost weight without trying to and was unconditionally happy, you know, when you smile when you wake up and everything makes sense. i was completely, head over heels, in love. i thought i had something solid, something real, but it...
1 tag
my limbs are heavy, my head is light, my eyes are low, everything is alright
1 tag
if you’re not living wishing you could go back in time and fix your mistakes, regretting that last drink, that one decision, that one lie, then i don’t know if you’re living at all
2 tags
it’s three am and i’m laying awake in my bed, all i can hear is a few sounds that softly wurr into one. the image of you softly breathing next to me comes, everything outside and inside fades. i’m trying to add up in my head, the dates and times, the early mornings and late nights that brought me to this point. i can’t quite fit it together. it seems like no time at all...
“The last thing I want to do is hurt you. But it’s still on the list.”
– (via nuhnat)
1 tag
it was strange, when his hands were all over me, all i could think about was you. and how if it was you, i wouldn’t want to push you away. but then i realized if it was you, you wouldn’t be putting your hands all over me like that. you’ve always respected me. so it just made me want to get away from him even more, because my head was spinning and i had to pee for the 50th time.
1 tag
i’m feeling it now, that sense of regret that smile and say hi feeling those limbs of yours, those grasping hands it’s creeping up through my toes, it’s slithering into my blood and it’s taking captive of this audience it’s crawling throughout my body this immense feeling to be something more to you.
it’s making me jump at the small sounds and people walking a...
